so let me rephrase

okay so this morning i wasn't panicing, and tonight i'm not panicing either but i am, however, fluctuating between an intersting variety of emotions including exhaustion, confusion, surprise, disdain, superiority (this was an aberration) and resignation. none of these arebeing all that useful when it comes to doing thhings on THE LIST but they are quite handy companions in the middle of the night. and i suspect midnight and dawn will be renewing their aquanitanceship with me in the next few hours.

translation. what was i thinking?????????????????????