grown up girl

well i've spent the day being a big grown up girl and talking knowledgabely about all manner of things. i am exhausted! seriously looking forward to a bath and a big sleep. although given how badly i've been sleeping lately i shouldn't get too carried away. but i am happy that i've made it through today relatively unscathed even though i feel like my family is too many millions of miles apart and i really really really miss them all. cities are fun, but they don't do cuddles very well....one more sleep! and one big long warm bath first....